I AM that I AM

Rev. Mary Louise Ruffner

(Repost) “In the last analysis, man is just what he thinks himself to be; he is big in capacity if he thinks big thoughts; he is small if he thinks small thoughts. He will attract to himself what he thinks most about. He can learn to govern his own destiny when he learns to control his thought… The seed that falls into the ground shall bear fruit of its own kind; and nothing shall hinder it. He that hath ears to hear let him hear.”  
~ Ernest Holmes, Creative Mind and Success ~

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Recently, while facilitating a class via Zoom; suddenly, out of the blue, the images of the students were frozen on my computer screen. I watched these motionless figures until they were once again animated.  The first thing they said to me, upon returning, was, “You’re finally back.” You see, to them, I appeared frozen on their computer screens.

We all laughed at this phenomenon: the observer and the observed mirroring each other.

The fact is, no one was frozen. Each one of us was intact, comfortable in our own home, looking at “what seemed to be.” The false appearance caused by some cyberspace interference resolved itself as we waited, trusted the process, and did what was ours to do to restore the harmony.  

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All this caused me to think about how a similar scenario plays out every day of our lives. For example, we are quick to identify with negative experiences, accusing others or ourselves for the things we see. We say I am, or you are, sick, poor, scared, stuck, etc.  Actually, the distorted view that suggests these things is a result of some mental interference, some error-thought.  The good news is, these error-thoughts can be corrected.

When we become still enough, long enough, we begin to realize that the Truth of who we are is intact.  Our Higher Self, The Presence, The Great I AM imbedded in the recesses of our being has never changed, The Real Self remains whole, complete, and perfect regardless of any appearance of limitation.  Ralph Waldo Emerson expresses this concept perfectly when he says, “For it is only the finite that has wrought and suffered; the infinite lies stretched in smiling repose.”

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Once the veil of illusion is pierced by our belief in the life-affirming words we consciously tell ourselves; the whole picture of our experience begins to change.

Max Planck, Nobel Prize winner in Physics explains: “When you change the way you look at things, the things you look at change.” Ernest Holmes taught, “Change your thinking – change your life.” Through these scientific and metaphysical practices, not only are we individually relieved of the burden of error, we see others in the same Light we see ourselves. Yes, the observed and the observer are always one, never two. All this must be what the mystic, Jesus, meant when he said, “And I, when I am lifted up from the earth, will draw all people to myself.”

Seeing and knowing the Truth beyond apparent appearances is a form of affirmative prayer.

The next time you feel as though you are stuck… frozen in a web of some human circumstance, remember that your nature, which is the image and likeness of God, is intact. Relax and let this God-consciousness permeate your entire being. Embrace the thoughts of Love, Light, Peace, Order, and Joy that begin to emerge. Notice how the thing you are looking at begins to conform with what you believe to be true. 

With this blessed assurance, you may now move forward, in full confidence, doing what needs to be done by and through you to restore harmony.

This Weeks Affirmation

“My mind is at peace for I know that I am divinely connected to all that is Good.”

by Judy Hilley


“If you want to live a life of joy and fulfillment, you have to find the courage to break those agreements that are fear-based and claim your personal power.”
~ Don Miguel Ruiz ~



The Four Agreements Project
The Practical Application of Toltec Wisdom

Facilitated by:

Rev. Mary Louise Ruffner
Robbin G. Ruffner, RScP Emeritus

Co-Founders: StillPoint Spiritual Center: A CSL Teaching Chapter

This 5-week interactive course is designed to support you in becoming the master of the dream of your life.

Join fellow travelers and explore the Toltec path of Truth
Thursdays: July 14 ~ July 21 ~ July 28 ~ August 4 – August 11

7:00 to 9:00 PM/EST

Textbook: The Four Agreements by Don Miguel Ruiz 


 Registration Fee: $50-~ Register at https://www.atlantaspiritualcommunity.org/donate/

Or, you may pay via Zelle. Send to atlantaspiritualcommunity@gmail.com

Zoom Meeting address provided upon receipt of registration

Contact: Bernita Scott at 770-289-9968

Fees are tax-deductible and support ASC, INC. Sacred Service Projects 

1 thought on “I AM that I AM

  1. “When you change the way you look at things, the things you look at ,change”. I have heard about this, and how the observer can change molecules and what have you. I’ve seen it many times. This is the first time, that it has occurred to me, that I can use these same principles, in life in relationships. Lord, thank you for this observation. It should have been obvious long ago. I have to change the way I look at myself, and the world, and a change will occur.


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